Last I wrote, I was dealing with a new Rheumatoid Arthritis diagnosis. I am still learning to live with it- the pain, the swelling, the exhaustion, the compromised immune, the medication…

I’m also learning how to live with RA and PCOS.  Sometimes the medications interact in not so positive ways.  Since July, prednisone has been the only means to a semi-normal life. However, it comes at a cost. Besides the mood swings that accompany steroids, I have gained 25 very unwanted and unneeded pounds.  Like most cysters, I struggle with my weight.  Before July, I was in a good place.  My PCOS was under control, my meds were finally “figured out.” I was happy with the course I was taking, and I was ready to focus on my weight.

Then…BAM!  I literally could not walk. Some time after, prednisone made me feel amazing.  What a miraculous little pill. Then…BAM BAM! Another flare up, and this one was worse than the first. No problem! Just take more prednisone. And here we are, 25 pounds heavier. I’m uncomfortable, and believe me, I am accustomed to uncomfortable.  PCOS has left me bloated more often than not. My clothes no longer fit. My face is round and puffy. I’m unhappy.

WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!! There is a silver lining. I have almost completely tapered off of  “mother’s little helper.” Wish me luck!