I truly believe that my body has always hated me, but since I started WW, I thought our relationship was on the mend. I was wrong. Vacation dieting sucks, or should I say, I suck at dieting on vacation, and I’m paying for it. My body is craving H2O, and I’m sorry to say, I’ve been depriving myself of it.

I LOATHE public toilets. When I was around 11 years old, we drive non-stop to Florida. I never peed! Needless to say, my body was all kinds of fucked up when we got there. On the trek back, my older and wiser cousins taught me how to line the seat with layers (and I mean layers) of paper and then to squat over that. That way there was a barrier between my vagina and the toilet cooties that I knew were going to jump into my vagina.

When I was 7 months pregnant with
my ginormous son (who took up residence on my bladder,) I learned quickly that when I needed to pee, I needed to pee! And so I peed. I peed in some of the nastiest places and didn’t even give a shit!

Subconsciously I still don’t want to use public restrooms, and I don’t want to make my oh-so-patient children wait for me while I look for and use the bathroom. Hence my dehydration issue. I know…I have issues.

Little water and crappy food have left me feeling a bit blah. But, the kids are having a blast, the hubby (though sore from the digger he took in the tub) is having a good time, and I’m loving seeing everyone having fun. AND….this chubbette bought an adorable ensemble at the Gap outlet!!! I haven’t been able to fit into cute Gap clothes is a very long time. I haven’t lost a lot of weight yet, but I guess my body is changing. It’s a good feeling!

still smiling…